Paula Tracey
A Tarnished Southern Belle

Last night was the full moon and I was feeling the affects before and after… Emotional, moody, etc.

I’ve not reached a full conclusion about The Boy other than I think it’s time to move on.  It’s hard because I love him, but I am worth more than this.  I need my own needs met and not to always meet others.

I had dinner on Sunday as well as tonight with a gent that I have known for two years.  Lets call him NYG (New York Guy) ’cause he is from New York, though he now lives in Connecticut.  I have had a business relationship in the past but his personal situation has changed and we decided to start fresh.  Sunday was a fun dinner, then we grabbed a cab to visit my favorite memorial - Lincoln.  He had never been there and there is something just so magical about visiting at night, especially with the moon almost full.  We walked along for a bit, to the Vietnam Memorial and then grabbed a cab back so that I could be dropped at my hotel and he could go to his.  Tonight, we had dinner at a wonderful Tuscan restraunt - shared dinner, a bottle of wine, cappucinos and dessert and lots of conversation.  There was some nice kissing in the cab and then he behaved as a gentleman and dropped me at my hotel.

We shall see where it goes.

The Major is still in the picture.  We have plans for a late dinner on Friday and breakfast on Saturday…..

I am glad, by the way, that the full moon is over and hope that after the fall equinox, it will be much smoother.